[Joshua listens to all of it, and nods after a moment.]
Perhaps I'm wrong and naive, but I don't believe that these roles are as restrictive as we think they are. I believe someone is contriving against us as a whole. For example, the Shardbearers who came long before us could use their magic in ways only now are we of the current generation starting to see. We've been at a disadvantage the moment that knowledge was lost, save for a handful or less of people. The Cult is yet another symptom, but I have doubts as to it being the source.
And it may be that the lack of knowledge limits how we can do anything. It doesn't help that we were brought here with a hidden time limit of a little less three years to figure out what's truly going on.
[He knows what it is to be confined to strict, divine rules, but he's found ways to bend them. He sees no reason to stop now.]
With this antithesis to your side, I would imagine that your High Queen and or your High King have been feeling that much more in comparison.
[One or both embody chaos. It's only natural that they'd feel this strain far more keenly than any other.]
I liked Hecate more than I liked Janus. ['Life's little crossroads....'] We're presented two choices and told that they're the only ones we're to choose from. Or you could choose a supposed third, which is to reject these paths and make your own. It's the hardest path, especially in this damaged world. But I'm not here to debate this, as much fun as that would be.
[Funny how this feud reminds him of something that's been bothering him since his Game had ended in his world. Funnier still how it's only until this moment that he makes peace with a possibility he's long suspected.
It's not lost on him at all that Loki is talking about Solais and Morla, either.]
As for a sister who loved me and I knew was suffering? It's quite simple. I'd destroy whatever the source of this suffering was, even if it caused her to cut all ties with me. If destroying the source destroys her as well, then I'd feel that the cost was too high to pay, though it would alleviate her suffering in the end, too. The self-sacrifice route is all well and good, but I'd be leaving her alone and causing her a different kind of suffering. I can't abide by that choice, either.
Regardless, there's going to be a deep wound between us. I can only hope that it's not so deep that it can't be healed, for we're stronger in harmony than we are in dissonance.
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Perhaps I'm wrong and naive, but I don't believe that these roles are as restrictive as we think they are. I believe someone is contriving against us as a whole. For example, the Shardbearers who came long before us could use their magic in ways only now are we of the current generation starting to see. We've been at a disadvantage the moment that knowledge was lost, save for a handful or less of people. The Cult is yet another symptom, but I have doubts as to it being the source.
And it may be that the lack of knowledge limits how we can do anything. It doesn't help that we were brought here with a hidden time limit of a little less three years to figure out what's truly going on.
[He knows what it is to be confined to strict, divine rules, but he's found ways to bend them. He sees no reason to stop now.]
With this antithesis to your side, I would imagine that your High Queen and or your High King have been feeling that much more in comparison.
[One or both embody chaos. It's only natural that they'd feel this strain far more keenly than any other.]
I liked Hecate more than I liked Janus. ['Life's little crossroads....'] We're presented two choices and told that they're the only ones we're to choose from. Or you could choose a supposed third, which is to reject these paths and make your own. It's the hardest path, especially in this damaged world. But I'm not here to debate this, as much fun as that would be.
[Funny how this feud reminds him of something that's been bothering him since his Game had ended in his world. Funnier still how it's only until this moment that he makes peace with a possibility he's long suspected.
It's not lost on him at all that Loki is talking about Solais and Morla, either.]
As for a sister who loved me and I knew was suffering? It's quite simple. I'd destroy whatever the source of this suffering was, even if it caused her to cut all ties with me. If destroying the source destroys her as well, then I'd feel that the cost was too high to pay, though it would alleviate her suffering in the end, too. The self-sacrifice route is all well and good, but I'd be leaving her alone and causing her a different kind of suffering. I can't abide by that choice, either.
Regardless, there's going to be a deep wound between us. I can only hope that it's not so deep that it can't be healed, for we're stronger in harmony than we are in dissonance.