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[personal profile] forcevisions 2018-05-27 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ Seeing it held out there like that stalls her a little. The picture he paints of fragility makes her both more determined and more aware of her own vulnerability. She might not be ready. She didn't feel ready on the Viridian Sea when Kylo turned her to the truth of her parents. But she had survived it. Right? In many ways it felt like that had been the start of all this spiraling she was doing. ]

Just a second.

[ There was Ben to consider, after all. She had felt it from him. She touches her Magitek and it glows as she silently sends him a warning text. It wouldn't do for him to interrupt them, and she chooses to believe he would. Maybe she's wrong. Maybe she's lying to herself.

All the more reason to put a stop to it. Rey reached out to take the sword in hand. She sort of expected something instantaneous. A revelation. But Ben had been injured when she'd found him -- faintly, but injured. She turned the blade over in her hand.
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You don't have to be here for this if you don't want to. You don't owe me anything.

[ Which is to say -- she could use someone probably. But Loki isn't obligated to do that, and she'll do it anyway. In fact, she raises her other arm and drags the blade along it -- a little deeper than necessary. It draws a trickling stream of blood that rolls down her pale skin, gathering in the rolled up sleeves of her jacket. ]